I was crying over you
I am smiling I think if you
Where your garden have no walls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear that your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear that your love's for me
I was crying over you
I am smiling I think if you
Misty morning and water falls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Virtuous sensibility
Escape velocity
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and you swear your love's for me
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing


I am addicted to the Music from the OC Mix 1 cd

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother standing by
With my brother standing by
I said Brother, you know you know
It's a long road we've been walking on
Brother you know it is you know it is
Such a long road we've been walking on

And I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my sister standing by
With my sister standing by
I said Sister, here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

But sister you know I'm so weary
And you know sister
My hearts been broken
Sometimes, sometimes
My mind is too strong to carry on
Too strong to carry on

When I am alone
When I've thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I've lost all care for the things I own
That's when I miss you, that's when I miss you, that's when I miss you
You who are my home
You who are my home
And here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by

If you're down and out
Theres one place to go
Its call Las Vegas
Las Vegas
Las Vegas
Las Vegas
Jennifer Halloway
Jennifer Halloway
Las Vegas

Today did not seem right at all. Felt kinda weird. Maybe cause its my first day on summer
vacation, and already bored out of my mind. I need a job, wish I could be a gigilo(or however u spell it, u know what i mean though)

"And the Reason is You"

I guess I thought I'd be happy come the last day of exams and everything, but for some reason, I don't seem to be happy at all. Maybe its the prospect of trying to find a job and the
summer will be like all the rest......pitifull, agonizing, and full of nothing but bullshit, and to be honest, I don't know how to change it, and you don't know how bad I want to, and need to. And theres not gonna be many left. Wish I was rich or something, at least had no worries, could screw off all summer, and whatever else I wanted to do, but whatever, I guess I'm just
gonna have to do it myself. Never thought I'd be one of the suckers that would come on here, and just use this to vent, and hey, i don't want to. Maybe this is just a way for everyone to vent there mind, so they don't overload and be corrupted by their dark, cold, evil side and thoughts. Everyone has a evil side, a cold dark personality, even me, and for some reason, and this might sound very stupid, but i think i like that side. maybe because all the bullshit we've had to endure, and all the bullshit i have personally had to put up with. either way, i like that side. why the fuck do i put everyone first, and me last. why do i care about everyone else, and their problems instead of mine. maybe its my way of saying, guess what, its my turn, its my turn to be the greatest, to be the one everyone admires. and if u don't, i can take your world, and crush it. the side of me wants the power to create something, then destroy it whenever i want, no matter what consequences may happen. to take a person's life, a purely innocent person, and just show them what kind of power i have, by making them suffer and be crushed like i have been

hmm, i don't know if that was just a deep feeling coming out, or me just going crazy. who knows and who cares. like someone once said, "If you start caring about someone else and there dreams and there problems, you know what you'll turn out to be........, absolutely nuthin."

If You Have A Winning Card
A Pornstar You Will Date-O
B-A-N-G-O
B-A-N-G-O
B-A-N-G-O
And BANGO is the Game-O

"Kind of weird that when someone meets someone, they have absolutely nothing in common. Kinda sucks don't it."

[Song of the Day: "45"- Shinedown ]

No good title for tonight, so, whatever. Kind of had some second thoughts about growing the hair kinda long, I don't know what to do. Im definatley gonna grow the whole beard out, maybe Ill color it though. Should be sick. Hopefully it will look good by mike's graduation. I definately need a job, hopefully I can get one over at Tufts, maybe groundskeeping or something, that would be fun, mowing grass. I definatley did alot of hard labor today, well, its not that bad, cause I actually don't mind doing it. First of course was shoveling this damn snow, not alot cause i shoveled the night before a little. Then had to chop some wood, which I actually like doing it.

For some reason Im getting an urge or a cigar, maybe cause its my b-day coming up and i should celebrate 2 decades,........ yep how corny was that. Been listening to some blues every night, alone with some George Harrison.

Ok, Collins Ouuuuuuut!!!!

[Music: Something- George Harrison]

I can't believe all the religious nuts that are going to the worst movie ever, that stupid Passion of the Christ. I refuse to see that piece of trash and give any money to that scumbag Mel Gibson. I guess people in this society really like watching 2 hrs of beating up a jew, yea thats real entertaining...... to Nazi Scumbags. If that loser Gibson wants to line his wallet up anymore, maybe he should make another movie that combines the best of both worlds, religion and horror.

"Jesus Meets Frankenstein"
Jesus: "Hi, I'm Jesus."
Frankenstein: "Urrrrr, Urrrrr!"

I gotta say I'm really being influenced by the music of George Harrison. I never realized how good his music was. Instead of you people goin out buying the Passion Soundtrack, maybe people should go out and buy "The Concert for Bangladesh", or the "Concert for George."

Does anyone remember when The Beatles played on the rooftop of some building, and they all had the long hair and beards, I'm actually considering growing the hair and the beard out.
I think it would look pretty sick.

Damn Snow!

Oh yeah, one last thing. If you want freedom of speech, stick up for Howard Stern and Vote for John Kerry. Lets get this scumbag out of the White House(even though half the time he is never there, always at his ranch in Texas.) Even though Clinton was bangin girls in the oval office, at least he was at the White House all the time.

Yay, 1 week till Spring Break! How pathetic have I become? Hmm, now what to write. At least I don't have all my classes next week. Instead of nine in all, I only got 7, wow, what a big difference. Well, i guess the only good thing about Spring Break is St. Patricks Day falls in it. Thatll be good.

I dont know if i was dreamin or somethin last night, and i don't think i was, but i saw like 2 planes, but they weren't like 747, like jets, but they were pretty close to the ground. Probably like a couple of thousand feet high. Then like ten minutes later i saw another one go by. Probably those black jets that can't be detected by radar, who knows, whatever.

Hey, the simpsons with Vincent Price is on, I get to see my history teacher, haha.

Alright, Jim Ouuuuuuut!

[Song: While My Guitar Slowly Weaps - George Harrison]

Alright, ill probably sound like a loser for what im gonna say, but, whatever. I am an O. C. fan, and last night was definately a good one. That bitch from Chino better stay in Chino and not come back. That stupid bitch. haha. And Anna is leavin too, shes so hot.

Anyway, early journal today cause the Sox r on tonight, maybe ill make another one, who knows. Maybe ill comment on how stressed i was last night about 3 tests in 1 day, but after taking them, whatever, who cares. alright, im leavin

Jim Ouuuuuuut!!!

Yep, tomorrow is definatley gonna suck. Three tests in one day. Yep, that sucks. You ever notice that there is always a Simpsons obscure reference. When something happens in real life, it has happened on the Simpsons, wow huh........yep, real interesting.

Hmmm, whatelse to say............hmmm........I guess I need a haircut. Gettin a little on the long side. I could talk serious, but i really don't feel like gettin all political on here. Just seems as though our free speech is being taken away from us by the FCC and all that bullshit. Ill just say I won't be votin for Bush come November. Alright, no more of that crap.

Has anyone else ever seen that movie The Blue Lagoon. I saw it sunday night on the spanish channel. Of course i couldn't understand a word of it, but it was pretty much a soft-core porn movie, so, it was good to me. Hey, it was better than watching Charlie and the Chocalate Factory. Thats a pretty freaky movie to me. So is wizard of oz. They both kinda freak me out. Maybe its the midgets. I guess midgets freak me out. Even though i could probably throw a midget a mile.

Oh yea, couple weeks till the big 20, then the countdown till boozefest begins. So, whats everyone gettin me,, hahahaha......no, im serious, what the hell is everyone gettin me?

Ok, Im out, and to make fun of Ryan Seacrest, Jim Ouuuuuut!