summer will be like all the rest......pitifull, agonizing, and full of nothing but bullshit, and to be honest, I don't know how to change it, and you don't know how bad I want to, and need to. And theres not gonna be many left. Wish I was rich or something, at least had no worries, could screw off all summer, and whatever else I wanted to do, but whatever, I guess I'm just
gonna have to do it myself. Never thought I'd be one of the suckers that would come on here, and just use this to vent, and hey, i don't want to. Maybe this is just a way for everyone to vent there mind, so they don't overload and be corrupted by their dark, cold, evil side and thoughts. Everyone has a evil side, a cold dark personality, even me, and for some reason, and this might sound very stupid, but i think i like that side. maybe because all the bullshit we've had to endure, and all the bullshit i have personally had to put up with. either way, i like that side. why the fuck do i put everyone first, and me last. why do i care about everyone else, and their problems instead of mine. maybe its my way of saying, guess what, its my turn, its my turn to be the greatest, to be the one everyone admires. and if u don't, i can take your world, and crush it. the side of me wants the power to create something, then destroy it whenever i want, no matter what consequences may happen. to take a person's life, a purely innocent person, and just show them what kind of power i have, by making them suffer and be crushed like i have been
hmm, i don't know if that was just a deep feeling coming out, or me just going crazy. who knows and who cares. like someone once said, "If you start caring about someone else and there dreams and there problems, you know what you'll turn out to be........, absolutely nuthin."